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shì yī míng xīn xuè guǎn nèi kē de yī shēng
一名心血管内科医生
I’m a doctor of cardiovascular medicine
cóng nián de yuè fèn kāi shǐ pāi shè
20169月份开始拍摄
I started shooting in September, 2016
yī gòng qián qián hòu hòu pāi shè le wèi huàn zhě jiā shǔ
一共前前后后拍摄405患者(家属)
I’ve shot 405 patients(and their family) in total
yī wàn duō zhāng zhào piàn ba
一万多照片
And over 10,000 pictures
wǒ huì wèn tā men
我会他们
I asked them
rén zhè yī bèi zi shén me zuì zhòng yào
一辈子什么重要
‘What’s the most important thing in life to you’
zuì kuài lè de shí guāng shì shén me shí hòu
快乐时光什么时候
‘At which moment do you feel the happiest’
zuì tòng kǔ de guò wǎng shì shén me shí hòu
"痛苦过往什么时候
‘What’s your most painful memory’
jù pà sǐ wáng ma
惧怕死亡
‘Do you fear death’
nián de mǒu yī tiān
2016一天
It was one day in 2016
zhèng zài chá fáng de shí hòu
正在查房时候
I was making the rounds of the wards
yǒu yī gè lǎo rén jiā zài liáo guò qù de yī xiē wǎng shì
一个老人家过去一些往事
There was an old man talking about his past
rán hòu tū rán jiān jiù xiǎng dào qí shí měi yī gè lǎo rén jiù shì yī bù lì shǐ
然后突然想到其实一个老人就是一部历史
Then suddenly it occurred to me that each old man is a history
nà me xiǎng wā jué yī xià zhè yàng yī gè bǎo kù
那么挖掘一下这样一个宝库
I wanted to excavate the treasures
pāi shè de dì yī wèi huàn zhě
拍摄第一位患者
The first patient I shot
yīn wèi fèi ái zhè gè qíng kuàng zhù yuàn de
因为肺癌这个情况住院
Got in hospital because of lung cancer
měi tiān kàn dào dōu shì xiào hē hē de
每天看到笑呵呵
But he was always cheerful when I saw him
zài shí nián qián jiù yǐ jīng què zhěn wèi shèn ái le
十年已经确诊肾癌
He was diagnosed with kidney cancer ten years ago
dāng shí shǒu shù tè bié chéng gōng
当时手术特别成功
The operation was really successful
yǐ jīng guò yī cì le yú shēng de měi yī tiān dōu shì zhuàn de
已经一次余生一天
He had already died once and each day of his rest life was a gift
zhè shì de yuán huà gēn shuō de
原话
This is what he told me
de nǚ ér zài cān jiā zhōng kǎo de shí hòu fā huī shī lì le
女儿参加中考时候发挥失利
His daughter failed in the entrance examination of senior high school
hòu lái le jīng shén fēn liè zhèng
后来精神分裂症
And got schizophrenia later
zhè shì ràng lǎo rén jiā tè bié tè bié yí hàn
老人家特别特别遗憾
He felt very sorry about that
shì tè bié tè bié zì zé de yī jiàn shì qíng
特别特别自责一件事情
And also very guilty
liǎng gè yuè zuǒ yòu lǎo rén jiā jiù lí shì le
两个左右老人家离世
About two months later, he passed away
rán hòu jiù zhèng zhòng zhè zhāng zhào piàn jiāo dào le jiā lǐ rén
然后郑重照片交到家里
And I handed over the picture to his family solemnly
měi gè rén gěi de dá àn dōu yī yàng
每个答案一样
Everyone gave a different answer
yī gè xiǎo xué de lǎo shī
一个小学老师
A primary school teacher said
zuì yí hàn de yī jiàn shì jiù shì méi yǒu xiàng bié rén yī yàng néng gòu zhù shū zuò
遗憾一件就是没有别人一样能够著书
What made him the most regretful was that he was unable to write a book
shàng hǎi de yī gè lǎo cái fèng
上海一个裁缝
An old tailor from Shanghai said
zuì yí hàn de shì qíng jiù shì méi yǒu néng dào tái wān gěi de gē gē sòng zhōng
遗憾事情就是没有台湾哥哥送终
What made him the most regretful was that he was unable to attend his brother’s funeral in Taiwan
zhī qián zài jí zhěn shàng jiē zhěn le yī gè bìng rén
之前急诊接诊一个病人
I had an emergency patient
shì yī gè jié cháng ái bàn quán shēn zhuǎn yí de yī gè bìng rén
一个结肠癌全身转移一个病人
Who had colon cancer with metastasis
yí shū yǐ jīng xiě hǎo le zhè cì lái jiù shì yīn wèi fú yào zì shā le
遗书已经这次就是因为服药自杀
He had finished his wills and he was sent to hospital because of overdose
jīn tiān huì pāi dào zhè wèi bìng rén de nǚ ér
今天这位病人女儿
Today I’m going to shot the patient’s daughter
zuò wèi de wèi shòu fǎng zhě
作为406受访者
She is my 406th interviewee
cóng fù qīn shēng ái zhèng dào xiàn zài zhè gè qíng kuàng yǐ jīng yǒu sān nián de zhè gè shí jiān
父亲癌症现在这个情况已经三年这个时间
It’s been 3 years since my father was diagnosed with cancer
běn rén huà liáo duō cì liǎng gè dà dāo
本人化疗30多次两个大刀
He received chemotherapy for over 30 times and two major operations
suǒ yǐ bǎo shòu jiān kǔ jiān áo
所以饱受艰苦煎熬
So he suffered a lot
lǎo yé zi gēn jiǎng guò zhōng guó wèi shén me méi yǒu ān lè sǐ
老爷子中国为什么没有安乐死
He also asked why there was no euthanasia in China
yǒu méi yǒu kàn dào dāng shí xiě yí shū de chǎng jǐng
有没有看到当时遗书场景
Did you see him writing the wills
xiě yí shū de chǎng jǐng méi yǒu kàn dào
遗书场景没有看到
No, I didn’t
dàn shì xiě wán de nà gè chǎng jǐng zài nà biān
但是那个场景那边
But I saw the scene when he had finished it
jiù shì yī gè xiǎo bǎn dèng shàng miàn hái fàng zhù yī zhī yī zhǐ lǎo huā yǎn jìng
就是一个板凳上面一支一只老花眼镜
There was a small stool upon which a pen and a pair of presbyopic glasses were placed
shì shén me shí hòu xiě de
什么时候
When did he write it
yīng gāi jiù shì bìng wēi qián yī gè wǎn shàng ba
应该就是病危一个晚上
It should be the night before the emergency
jiù shì zì jǐ jué dé kě néng ān xiáng zǒu diào de shí hòu
就是自己觉得可能安详走掉时候
He might think he could leave in peace
zhāng zhǐ jiù fàng zài zì jǐ de xiōng qián
放在自己胸前
He put that piece of paper on his chest
bù yào qiǎng jiù
不要抢救
‘Do not save me’
suǒ yǒu de rén miàn duì zì jǐ de sǐ wáng měi gè rén dōu shuō bù pà
所有自己死亡每个不怕
Everyone said they were not afraid death
yǒu hěn duō bìng rén shì zhǒng liú wǎn qī de bìng rén
很多病人肿瘤晚期病人
Lots of patients had advanced tumors
duì lái jiǎng sǐ wáng shì yī zhǒng jiě tuō
来讲死亡一种解脱
Death meant relief to them
wèn tā men rén zhè yī bèi zi zuì zhòng yào de shì shén me
他们一辈子重要什么
I asked them ‘what’s the most important thing in life’
tā men huì huí dá shì jiàn kāng shì kuài lè shì xìng fú
他们回答健康快乐幸福
They answered ‘health’, ‘joy’, ‘happiness’
méi yǒu yī gè rén shuō shì jīn qián
没有一个金钱
Nobody said ‘money’
dàn shì duì qián nà zhǒng yī lài huò duì qián de yī zhǒng kě wàng
但是那种依赖一种渴望
But the reliance on or desire for money
qí shí hái shì cún zài de
其实还是存在
Still existed
ràng zuì zuì xīn tòng de
最最心痛
What broke my heart the most
suì de yī gè fèi ái de yī gè nián qīng huàn zhě
44一个肺癌一个年轻患者
Was the 44-year-old patient with lung cancer
dào zuì zhōng dōu zhī dào zì jǐ dào dǐ shì shén me jí bìng
最终知道自己到底什么疾病
He didn’t know what disease he had until the last moment
zài sān gè yuè de shí jiān lǐ miàn
三个时间里面
In those three months
cóng yī gè huó bèng luàn tiào de shēng lóng huó hǔ de yī gè zhōng nián nán xìng
一个活蹦乱跳生龙活虎一个中年男性
From an alive and kicking middle-age man
dào shòu gǔ lín xún zuì hòu lí kāi wǒ men
瘦骨嶙峋最后离开我们
He became bony and left us in then end
méi yǒu liú xià rèn hé yī jù yí yán
没有留下任何一句遗言
He left no words
de qī zi rán hòu shì zài quán chéng de pāi shè guò chéng dāng zhōng dōu shì zài liú lèi
妻子然后全程拍摄过程当中流泪
His wife was crying during the whole process of shooting
pāi zhào zhǐ shì yī gè jié guǒ
拍照只是一个结果
Picture is just the result
gēn jìn xíng jiāo liú tā men zài bù duàn shì fàng zì jǐ de yā lì
进行交流他们不断释放自己压力
While communicating with me, they kept releasing their pressure
ràng tā men huì gǎn shòu dào yī fèn wēn nuǎn yī fèn wēn qíng
他们感受一份温暖一份温情
And they could feel warmth
hěn duō rén huì shān rán lèi xià
很多潸然泪下
A lot of people shed tears
dàn zuì hòu huì gǎn xiè
最后感谢
But they were grateful to me in the end
shì yī míng yī shēng bù néng sǒng
一名医生不能
I’m a doctor so I can’t flinch
wǒ huì zài tā men zuì cuì ruò de shí hòu tí gōng yī gè zuì guǒ duàn de zhì liáo fāng fǎ
我会他们脆弱时候提供一个果断治疗方法
I would offer them a therapy decisively when they are the most vulnerable
wēn nuǎn lěng jìng shì xiāng máo dùn de
温暖冷静矛盾
It’s possible to be warm and calm at the same time
yǐ qián kàn bìng shì zài zhēn zhèng zài kàn yī gè bìng
以前看病真正一个
When I saw a patient before, I only saw the disease
yī gè chuáng hào jiù néng gòu tì dài suǒ yǒu de yī qiè
一个床能够替代所有一切
A bed number represented all
wā jué dào le tā men fēi cháng dú tè de gù shì zhī hòu
挖掘他们非常独特故事之后
After I knew their unique stories
yuán lái měi gè rén dōu shì rú cǐ bù tóng
原来每个如此不同
I found that everyone is so different
zhè gè shè yǐng xiàng mù qǐ míng jiù shì rén zài yī yuàn
这个摄影项目起名就是医院
I name my shooting project ‘People in Hospital’
kě yǐ lǐ jiě wèi zhè shì yī gè yī shēng de níng shì
可以理解一个医生凝视
You can also consider it as the stare from a doctor
xī wàng néng gòu yī yuàn wèi yī gè jié diǎn
希望能够医院一个节点
I hope I can show the realest living state of ordinary people
chéng xiàn chū wǒ men pǔ tōng de dà zhòng
呈现出我们普通大众
With hospital as the setting
zuì zuì zhēn shí de yī zhǒng shēng cún zhuàng tài jǐn cǐ ér yǐ
最最真实一种生存状态仅此而已
That’s all
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Patients in a Physician’s Camera

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shì yī míng xīn xuè guǎn nèi kē de yī shēng

一名心血管内科医生

I’m a doctor of cardiovascular medicine

cóng nián de yuè fèn kāi shǐ pāi shè

20169月份开始拍摄

I started shooting in September, 2016

yī gòng qián qián hòu hòu pāi shè le wèi huàn zhě jiā shǔ

一共前前后后拍摄405患者(家属)

I’ve shot 405 patients(and their family) in total

yī wàn duō zhāng zhào piàn ba

一万多照片

And over 10,000 pictures

wǒ huì wèn tā men

我会他们

I asked them

rén zhè yī bèi zi shén me zuì zhòng yào

一辈子什么重要

‘What’s the most important thing in life to you’

zuì kuài lè de shí guāng shì shén me shí hòu

快乐时光什么时候

‘At which moment do you feel the happiest’

zuì tòng kǔ de guò wǎng shì shén me shí hòu

"痛苦过往什么时候

‘What’s your most painful memory’

jù pà sǐ wáng ma

惧怕死亡

‘Do you fear death’

nián de mǒu yī tiān

2016一天

It was one day in 2016

zhèng zài chá fáng de shí hòu

正在查房时候

I was making the rounds of the wards

yǒu yī gè lǎo rén jiā zài liáo guò qù de yī xiē wǎng shì

一个老人家过去一些往事

There was an old man talking about his past

rán hòu tū rán jiān jiù xiǎng dào qí shí měi yī gè lǎo rén jiù shì yī bù lì shǐ

然后突然想到其实一个老人就是一部历史

Then suddenly it occurred to me that each old man is a history

nà me xiǎng wā jué yī xià zhè yàng yī gè bǎo kù

那么挖掘一下这样一个宝库

I wanted to excavate the treasures

pāi shè de dì yī wèi huàn zhě

拍摄第一位患者

The first patient I shot

yīn wèi fèi ái zhè gè qíng kuàng zhù yuàn de

因为肺癌这个情况住院

Got in hospital because of lung cancer

měi tiān kàn dào dōu shì xiào hē hē de

每天看到笑呵呵

But he was always cheerful when I saw him

zài shí nián qián jiù yǐ jīng què zhěn wèi shèn ái le

十年已经确诊肾癌

He was diagnosed with kidney cancer ten years ago

dāng shí shǒu shù tè bié chéng gōng

当时手术特别成功

The operation was really successful

yǐ jīng guò yī cì le yú shēng de měi yī tiān dōu shì zhuàn de

已经一次余生一天

He had already died once and each day of his rest life was a gift

zhè shì de yuán huà gēn shuō de

原话

This is what he told me

de nǚ ér zài cān jiā zhōng kǎo de shí hòu fā huī shī lì le

女儿参加中考时候发挥失利

His daughter failed in the entrance examination of senior high school

hòu lái le jīng shén fēn liè zhèng

后来精神分裂症

And got schizophrenia later

zhè shì ràng lǎo rén jiā tè bié tè bié yí hàn

老人家特别特别遗憾

He felt very sorry about that

shì tè bié tè bié zì zé de yī jiàn shì qíng

特别特别自责一件事情

And also very guilty

liǎng gè yuè zuǒ yòu lǎo rén jiā jiù lí shì le

两个左右老人家离世

About two months later, he passed away

rán hòu jiù zhèng zhòng zhè zhāng zhào piàn jiāo dào le jiā lǐ rén

然后郑重照片交到家里

And I handed over the picture to his family solemnly

měi gè rén gěi de dá àn dōu yī yàng

每个答案一样

Everyone gave a different answer

yī gè xiǎo xué de lǎo shī

一个小学老师

A primary school teacher said

zuì yí hàn de yī jiàn shì jiù shì méi yǒu xiàng bié rén yī yàng néng gòu zhù shū zuò

遗憾一件就是没有别人一样能够著书

What made him the most regretful was that he was unable to write a book

shàng hǎi de yī gè lǎo cái fèng

上海一个裁缝

An old tailor from Shanghai said

zuì yí hàn de shì qíng jiù shì méi yǒu néng dào tái wān gěi de gē gē sòng zhōng

遗憾事情就是没有台湾哥哥送终

What made him the most regretful was that he was unable to attend his brother’s funeral in Taiwan

zhī qián zài jí zhěn shàng jiē zhěn le yī gè bìng rén

之前急诊接诊一个病人

I had an emergency patient

shì yī gè jié cháng ái bàn quán shēn zhuǎn yí de yī gè bìng rén

一个结肠癌全身转移一个病人

Who had colon cancer with metastasis

yí shū yǐ jīng xiě hǎo le zhè cì lái jiù shì yīn wèi fú yào zì shā le

遗书已经这次就是因为服药自杀

He had finished his wills and he was sent to hospital because of overdose

jīn tiān huì pāi dào zhè wèi bìng rén de nǚ ér

今天这位病人女儿

Today I’m going to shot the patient’s daughter

zuò wèi de wèi shòu fǎng zhě

作为406受访者

She is my 406th interviewee

cóng fù qīn shēng ái zhèng dào xiàn zài zhè gè qíng kuàng yǐ jīng yǒu sān nián de zhè gè shí jiān

父亲癌症现在这个情况已经三年这个时间

It’s been 3 years since my father was diagnosed with cancer

běn rén huà liáo duō cì liǎng gè dà dāo

本人化疗30多次两个大刀

He received chemotherapy for over 30 times and two major operations

suǒ yǐ bǎo shòu jiān kǔ jiān áo

所以饱受艰苦煎熬

So he suffered a lot

lǎo yé zi gēn jiǎng guò zhōng guó wèi shén me méi yǒu ān lè sǐ

老爷子中国为什么没有安乐死

He also asked why there was no euthanasia in China

yǒu méi yǒu kàn dào dāng shí xiě yí shū de chǎng jǐng

有没有看到当时遗书场景

Did you see him writing the wills

xiě yí shū de chǎng jǐng méi yǒu kàn dào

遗书场景没有看到

No, I didn’t

dàn shì xiě wán de nà gè chǎng jǐng zài nà biān

但是那个场景那边

But I saw the scene when he had finished it

jiù shì yī gè xiǎo bǎn dèng shàng miàn hái fàng zhù yī zhī yī zhǐ lǎo huā yǎn jìng

就是一个板凳上面一支一只老花眼镜

There was a small stool upon which a pen and a pair of presbyopic glasses were placed

shì shén me shí hòu xiě de

什么时候

When did he write it

yīng gāi jiù shì bìng wēi qián yī gè wǎn shàng ba

应该就是病危一个晚上

It should be the night before the emergency

jiù shì zì jǐ jué dé kě néng ān xiáng zǒu diào de shí hòu

就是自己觉得可能安详走掉时候

He might think he could leave in peace

zhāng zhǐ jiù fàng zài zì jǐ de xiōng qián

放在自己胸前

He put that piece of paper on his chest

bù yào qiǎng jiù

不要抢救

‘Do not save me’

suǒ yǒu de rén miàn duì zì jǐ de sǐ wáng měi gè rén dōu shuō bù pà

所有自己死亡每个不怕

Everyone said they were not afraid death

yǒu hěn duō bìng rén shì zhǒng liú wǎn qī de bìng rén

很多病人肿瘤晚期病人

Lots of patients had advanced tumors

duì lái jiǎng sǐ wáng shì yī zhǒng jiě tuō

来讲死亡一种解脱

Death meant relief to them

wèn tā men rén zhè yī bèi zi zuì zhòng yào de shì shén me

他们一辈子重要什么

I asked them ‘what’s the most important thing in life’

tā men huì huí dá shì jiàn kāng shì kuài lè shì xìng fú

他们回答健康快乐幸福

They answered ‘health’, ‘joy’, ‘happiness’

méi yǒu yī gè rén shuō shì jīn qián

没有一个金钱

Nobody said ‘money’

dàn shì duì qián nà zhǒng yī lài huò duì qián de yī zhǒng kě wàng

但是那种依赖一种渴望

But the reliance on or desire for money

qí shí hái shì cún zài de

其实还是存在

Still existed

ràng zuì zuì xīn tòng de

最最心痛

What broke my heart the most

suì de yī gè fèi ái de yī gè nián qīng huàn zhě

44一个肺癌一个年轻患者

Was the 44-year-old patient with lung cancer

dào zuì zhōng dōu zhī dào zì jǐ dào dǐ shì shén me jí bìng

最终知道自己到底什么疾病

He didn’t know what disease he had until the last moment

zài sān gè yuè de shí jiān lǐ miàn

三个时间里面

In those three months

cóng yī gè huó bèng luàn tiào de shēng lóng huó hǔ de yī gè zhōng nián nán xìng

一个活蹦乱跳生龙活虎一个中年男性

From an alive and kicking middle-age man

dào shòu gǔ lín xún zuì hòu lí kāi wǒ men

瘦骨嶙峋最后离开我们

He became bony and left us in then end

méi yǒu liú xià rèn hé yī jù yí yán

没有留下任何一句遗言

He left no words

de qī zi rán hòu shì zài quán chéng de pāi shè guò chéng dāng zhōng dōu shì zài liú lèi

妻子然后全程拍摄过程当中流泪

His wife was crying during the whole process of shooting

pāi zhào zhǐ shì yī gè jié guǒ

拍照只是一个结果

Picture is just the result

gēn jìn xíng jiāo liú tā men zài bù duàn shì fàng zì jǐ de yā lì

进行交流他们不断释放自己压力

While communicating with me, they kept releasing their pressure

ràng tā men huì gǎn shòu dào yī fèn wēn nuǎn yī fèn wēn qíng

他们感受一份温暖一份温情

And they could feel warmth

hěn duō rén huì shān rán lèi xià

很多潸然泪下

A lot of people shed tears

dàn zuì hòu huì gǎn xiè

最后感谢

But they were grateful to me in the end

shì yī míng yī shēng bù néng sǒng

一名医生不能

I’m a doctor so I can’t flinch

wǒ huì zài tā men zuì cuì ruò de shí hòu tí gōng yī gè zuì guǒ duàn de zhì liáo fāng fǎ

我会他们脆弱时候提供一个果断治疗方法

I would offer them a therapy decisively when they are the most vulnerable

wēn nuǎn lěng jìng shì xiāng máo dùn de

温暖冷静矛盾

It’s possible to be warm and calm at the same time

yǐ qián kàn bìng shì zài zhēn zhèng zài kàn yī gè bìng

以前看病真正一个

When I saw a patient before, I only saw the disease

yī gè chuáng hào jiù néng gòu tì dài suǒ yǒu de yī qiè

一个床能够替代所有一切

A bed number represented all

wā jué dào le tā men fēi cháng dú tè de gù shì zhī hòu

挖掘他们非常独特故事之后

After I knew their unique stories

yuán lái měi gè rén dōu shì rú cǐ bù tóng

原来每个如此不同

I found that everyone is so different

zhè gè shè yǐng xiàng mù qǐ míng jiù shì rén zài yī yuàn

这个摄影项目起名就是医院

I name my shooting project ‘People in Hospital’

kě yǐ lǐ jiě wèi zhè shì yī gè yī shēng de níng shì

可以理解一个医生凝视

You can also consider it as the stare from a doctor

xī wàng néng gòu yī yuàn wèi yī gè jié diǎn

希望能够医院一个节点

I hope I can show the realest living state of ordinary people

chéng xiàn chū wǒ men pǔ tōng de dà zhòng

呈现出我们普通大众

With hospital as the setting

zuì zuì zhēn shí de yī zhǒng shēng cún zhuàng tài jǐn cǐ ér yǐ

最最真实一种生存状态仅此而已

That’s all

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